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Here I am, again! I'm sorry I didn't write anything in the last few days, but my school sux! There are lots of homeworks, tests,... And even if I don't make 'em, I spend my days thinking... Thinking, but not writing... I'm too confused, about any fuckin thing... And I just can't put my thoughts in order... Growing up is just so... fucking RIDICULOUS!!! I don't wanna grow up!!! I don't want a mediocre life, paying bills and all this shit... Working, pretending, fucking, fuckin, fucki, fuck: FUCK THIS MEDIOCRE LIFE!!!
I'm revolted with what my dad sad to me: "Growing up is doing what others expect, not what YOU want... Accept it and just live, normally..." AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Is this life? Is this what everybody wants to have as a life??? LIFE??? Life is being happy... What we actually do is existing... Not LIVING... We just exist, we just pretend to live... We... We... We.... FUCK "WE" AND "LIFE" AND "EXISTING"! I just don't wanna be this kind of people... I wanna live and understand life, in fact... =/
I don't wanna be normal, I AM NOT NORMAL!!! I am alien, with too many expectations, too many dreams, too much faith... Faith in living the way I wish... That's it for today... Just an advice here: DReAM AND MAKE YOUR DREAM COME TRUE! That's what I think life is... Dreaming and acchieving...
Spitted By
cobain girl
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